It’s easy for everyone to acquaint you to move on and let it go as if you didn’t even try. But the thing about me is I pursuit a love of forever not the love worth a few month long, I seek my future. Love wasn’t something that I called one lonely stop. I don’t date because I’m lonely, I date because I want us to delve in together through thick and thin in enacting all of our goal before we arrive at the marriage part. I set a high standard that every guy never have a gut to approach me, I shut off everyone who doesn’t meet my standard. And then him, a guy who out of nowhere and slowly without even approaching me or without even I see him has changed my nightmare to beautiful dreams. Maybe he’s messed up, maybe he’s miserable, maybe he’s screwed up, maybe he keep a miserable past and maybe he don’t deserve me but that’s the thing, I saw everything beyond that maybe. I saw perfection in all imperfection, I saw kindness behind those cold smile. I saw all the values that he hides it deep inside. I saw not only him, I saw my future and beyond everything, I saw a perfect man for all of that, I use all my courage to reach you even you’re beyond my reach because I know, behind those black, dull, ugly stone, there’s precious diamond hidden.
Cold, hard truth. When you’ve told everyone you’ve moved on but the truth is you are still on your knees, gathering all the strength left in you to just stand up.
I wasn’t 12 for you to hurt me with a lie. You can lie to me but it’s obvious. And I know it. We don’t give up on someone we love.